Wednesday, August 29, 2012

i am just sorry.

Sorry.
I am sorry I'm not perfect.
I am sorry I called you my hero.
I am sorry I looked up to you.
I am sorry that I called you my friend.
I am sorry I can't ANYTHING right.
I am sorry I make mistakes.
I am sorry I am perfectly lonely.
I am sorry for being Taylor.
I am sorry for being passionate .
I am sorry I post too much.
I am sorry that I am living my life. Not for you, but for me.





Actually, you know what. I'm NOT sorry and neither are you.

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Check. Check. One. Two.

You. Need. A. Reality. Check.

Clearly you think it is okay to;
Be rude. judgmental. miss perfect.
and so much more.

I hope you know that you are no better than me or the guy on the side of the road looking for a house and eating out of trash cans.

You say "oh I'm a good christian" and all that other stuff, but in reality,
You are making a joke out of people.
Does making fun of people make you feel good inside? Does it make you feel like you did something good?
Hopefully not.
I just hope you realize that one day, it'll all backfire.
You won't be little miss perfect anymore.. You'll probably end up like the guy you made fun of looking for a home.

Make sure you're perfect before you say anything negative to a person.



Check and mate.

seriously?

You think you're so much better.
You aren't.
Get over it.
Get a life.
Respect others.
Treat people the way you want to be treated.
Don't be arrogant.
Don't brag.
It is pretty simple.





I'm tired of you. Bye.

questioning.

I am really starting to question who my real friends are.
1) you act like you are better than me.
2) you think you are more popular
3) etc.
Truth is. We're equal. God made us..
e q u a l.
get over yourself and realize that.
seriously?
just because you have more money than me does not mean a thing.
I just don't know why you think it's okay to act like this.

ugh.

Friday, August 3, 2012

Fearless;

Fearless isn't about the absence of fear. It's about being unafraid.
It's like walking up to someone and saying "you're NOT sorry"
Yes, I know what you are thinking right now "you are quoting Taylor Swift"
Actually no.
I remember saying "You're NOT sorry" to many people. I remember saying "You are a liar, and pathetic" I remember saying "I laugh at my mistakes so, pardon me when I laugh in your face" all of that is Fearless.
Life is too short to not take risks.
You're probably a teen reading this so
Take chances
Make mistakes
Kiss in the rain
Dream even if it breaks your heart
Fall for your best friend
Party hard
Run in the hallways at school
Scream
Get in fights
But mostly,
BE FEARLESS.
You're a teenager. Embrace it.
So next time you think oh "yolo" you should really think I'm fearless. Right?

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Unwritten.

Do you honestly think you know me?


Here's what you do know;
I'm a girl. I love photography.
That's pretty much it..

You don't know how insecure I am.
You don't know what it feels like to be me.
Nobody does.
I human can not be defined..
Only judged.
And that's the whole problem now a days. All we want to do is talk crap and start drama. All it does is escalade into bigger problems. Trust me. I'm pretty sure we've all been there and done that.

But here's my point.
The only person that knows me, is me. I don't care if you are my mom, dad, sister, best friend, or aunt. You don't know me, and you never will.
Because I am unwritten and undefined.

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Move Along.

I'm done. Just done with everyone and everything. I'm just tired of people, and life. I give up. I have no clue what to do anymore. Do I just let it all go? Do I let it all slip away? Here's what I do know.
You hate me.
I hate you too, but I don't.
Sometimes I feel like my "Friends" are just using me, or pretending.

Most of the time I sit in my room an think about all of this and more;
What would have happened if I said yes?
What would have happened if I didn't hang out with you that one night?
What will happen in 7 years?
I just want to give up. But then I remember that I'm only 14, and I have a whole life ahead of me.

Then I just say; move along.
That is what I live by. Move along. Let it go. Tomorrow is a new day.

Just to make it through, move along.